wow i can’t wait to financially support myself so i don’t have to feel like i wanna fucking die at home lmao
are you who you are when you’re single or when you’re in a relationship? i feel like i was a lot cooler than i am now, now i just feel like a bitch lol
did i just get lame and meaner? iunno
ghost choir 👻 🎵
I DID NOT THINK ANYTHING COULD TOP GHOST DUET
I WAS WRONG
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO BE WRONG IN ALL MY LIFE
I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.
I love that my grandpa’s initial reaction to seeing me is “you’re so pretty…but” and my dad interjects laughing “so fat”
I love being told to pick a different outfit three times because I’m fat and my relatives are “judgemental”
I also love feeling self conscious and then putting on my best makeup just to be told it’s too much and i should be “natural” and feeling judged no matter what I do
then getting yelled at for slipping down the stairs and getting mad that that was somehow the initial reaction, and getting scolded bc my grandpa has early Alzheimer’s and i apparently can’t get angry bc he will?? lmao fantastic
Love da hype thanks fam keep tearing me down n making me cry I guess!! ♡ I’m cute af y’all are fucking annoying
I can’t wait till I can support myself. I’m tired of you waving money over my head and expecting me to kiss your feet and never stand up for myself because you help me survive. I tolerate so much, but everyone has a boiling point, and you’re the one of the only people able to push me to that point. I’m tired of the gaslighting, guilt tripping, and every other fucking immature you do to us. You are a child. I love you, but that’s because it’s not black and white and you’re good a lot of the time and horrific the other times. They always tell you to leave your partners when they hit you or emotionally abuse you, but why is it when it’s your own parents that never matters quite as much? I’m never going to let myself become as sad and childish as you. I fucking hope not. I’m currently crying in an airport bathroom wishing I just worked and didn’t come on this fucking trip. Thanks mom, love you too.
Asra: hey, want me to do a tarot reading for you?
MC: sure!
Asra, laying down cards: alright, this one tells me you’re a precious angel, this one says your smile is heavenly, and–
MC: these aren’t even tarot cards. they’re just pictures of me






